i have mental problems

You Know You Have PTSD When.......

dclawed2 Apr 05, 2012 06:17

You know you have PTSD when hours after waking up you’re still wondering if it was a dream or reality.

You knew it wouldn’t be easy but you never could imagine it would be this hard…

Aside from the fireworks associated with the 4th of July, April Fools day is your second least favorite holiday so you just lock yourself up in a room with no contact to ( Read more... )

Nightmares & A Brief Note On Bullying

dclawed2 Feb 06, 2012 00:43

I never want to go to sleep again.

(On the bright side, it's nice to realize that a lot of the bullying you endured growing up was because you essentially were smarter than said bullies and they felt humiliated by it and, because of that, lashed out at you. That's always a boost for your ego.)

i have mental problems, amandatory analysis, raw and vulnerable, i should hide under blankets, look up in the face of danger, mistakes i've made a few, pain is pain is pain, insight, dreams, i should hide underground, guilt, a girl speaking her truth, inner strength

I Hope YOU Dance...

dclawed2 Jan 09, 2012 17:26

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This is for everyone who is standing by me, and has continued to stand by me, through all of this. Larissa, Giselle, Sarah-Fatima, Destiny... etc... I love you more than you could ever imagine. I love you. Please take this as a token of that love.

friendspiration, things to be thankful for, associations, music moves me too much, too many things to list, family, a girl speaking her truth, awesome and happy things, means a lot to me, i have mental problems, compassion, you, inspiration, you will find beauty, the gift of song, youtube, hope that i need, a girl learning to trust, friends

... Colin.

dclawed2 Sep 02, 2010 22:41

( This Is All )

raw and vulnerable, i should hide under blankets, mistakes i've made a few, dreams, my body image sucks, crushes is a scary word, sad and pathetic, family issues, going out for walks, rage, i have mental problems, change is good, death, new year, learning is bright, msn, the cottage is where it's at, pokemon, friendspiration, things to be thankful for, supah-swah! rah!, pain is pain is pain, child, videogames, virtual pet love, i love to write letters!!, restless, self-actualization, i should hide underground, a girl speaking her truth, school, stubborn and wrong, rant, don't ya think it's weird?, look up in the face of danger, i've been betrayed, memories in the moonlight :p, trying to be healthy and failing, holy shit, the gift of song, sick, food